Lesson three learned

lesson one : decision making.

siapa yang perlu dipersalahkan dalam cerita batu belah batu bertangkup?

kalau korang? korang jawab sape?

well my answer would be...

kakak dia laa kena salahkan..

sebab mak dia dah pesan kat kakak dia.. 

adik dia kena laa belajar mengawal nafsu and jangan ada kepentingan diri.. bagi aku adik dia memang selfish. walaupun kecik lg.. dari kecil laa kita kena didik kan dan jangan dimanjakan sangat.. supaya dah besar dia tak jadi selfish. melentur buloh biarlaa dari rebungnya.. or shud i say kanak kanak bagaikan kain putih, kita laa yang mencorakkannya.. wow! looks who talking? lalala~ *i'm still stick with my answer!* aku tahu kakak dia baik.. tapi kakak dia kena kuat.. adik dia tak mati pon kalau tak makan telor ikan tembakul tu.. yeah!

lesson two : opps! sowie! aku tertido kot masa cekgu tu ajar aku menda alah ni.. *xpela, nanti ada cicer baru leh ajar kot*

lesson three : TRUST..

honestly i am a low self esteem person..

very passive.. mengikot je..

tapi bila kat umah punyalaa kuat melawan.. *astaghfirullah al azim*

but very positive bout what other people doing..

aku rasa cam apa yang dorang wat tu ada reason..

even orang tu wat salah cam sakitkan hati orang ni.. tipu orang tu tipu orang ni.. wat cter.. etc..etc.. *budget angel laa ni*

that's why i think aku tak mudah dipengaruhi walaupun orang da citer macam macam pasal orang ni orang tu.. aku still layan orang tu baik, sebab dorang tak wat hal ngan aku..
well, don't practice it guys.. *telling from experience*

well, you'll know more people as you grown up..

trust me.. you wouldn't want to trust people..

but somehow, i thank those untrusted people...

sebab dorang..

aku dapat minta maaf ngan parent aku..

dapat minta maaf and heart to heart talk ngan orang yang aku dah banyak sangat buruk sangka..

dapat juga mengenal siapa kawan sapa lawan..

i'm being very truthful in any friendship..

that's why i think i could not accept any betrayal..

especially lie!

i hate liars..

for me, it's better hurt because of the truth rather than being stupid accepting all the lies.. 

well truth hurts anyway.. everybody are well known bout it.. but times will heal the pain.. so why lie?

scared to admit mistakes? does not want to hurt other people feeling? than why start it at first?

human being are complicated. i myself admit i am complicated...

kalau buat salah kita boleh minta ampun ngan tuhan.. 

tapi kalau wat salah sesama manusia tak dimaafkan camne nak dapat pengampunan dari tuhan?

emm.. self remind pada diri sendiri.. maybe aku pon da banyak wat dosa, sakitkan hati orang ni orang tu.. karma laa ni! what i give i get back.. cenggitu laa kot..

well this is life! kita akan sentiasa belajar selagi kita hidup..

whatever happens don't let your family down.. cause them who will accept and love us no matter what..

well i'm stronger and semakin confident laa rasanya! 

waaaaa... feel alive! :) thank you. :)