Friday, July 29, 2011

Lesson three learned

lesson one : decision making.
siapa yang perlu dipersalahkan dalam cerita batu belah batu bertangkup?
kalau korang? korang jawab sape?

well my answer would be...
kakak dia laa kena salahkan..
sebab mak dia dah pesan kat kakak dia.. 
adik dia kena laa belajar mengawal nafsu and jangan ada kepentingan diri.. bagi aku adik dia memang selfish. walaupun kecik lg.. dari kecil laa kita kena didik kan dan jangan dimanjakan sangat.. supaya dah besar dia tak jadi selfish. melentur buloh biarlaa dari rebungnya.. or shud i say kanak kanak bagaikan kain putih, kita laa yang mencorakkannya.. wow! looks who talking? lalala~ *i'm still stick with my answer!* aku tahu kakak dia baik.. tapi kakak dia kena kuat.. adik dia tak mati pon kalau tak makan telor ikan tembakul tu.. yeah!

lesson two : opps! sowie! aku tertido kot masa cekgu tu ajar aku menda alah ni.. *xpela, nanti ada cicer baru leh ajar kot*

lesson three : TRUST..

honestly i am a low self esteem person..
very passive.. mengikot je..
tapi bila kat umah punyalaa kuat melawan.. *astaghfirullah al azim*
but very positive bout what other people doing..
aku rasa cam apa yang dorang wat tu ada reason..
even orang tu wat salah cam sakitkan hati orang ni.. tipu orang tu tipu orang ni.. wat cter.. etc..etc.. *budget angel laa ni*
that's why i think aku tak mudah dipengaruhi walaupun orang da citer macam macam pasal orang ni orang tu.. aku still layan orang tu baik, sebab dorang tak wat hal ngan aku..
well, don't practice it guys.. *telling from experience*

well, you'll know more people as you grown up..
trust me.. you wouldn't want to trust people..
but somehow, i thank those untrusted people...
sebab dorang..
aku dapat minta maaf ngan parent aku..
dapat minta maaf and heart to heart talk ngan orang yang aku dah banyak sangat buruk sangka..
dapat juga mengenal siapa kawan sapa lawan..

i'm being very truthful in any friendship..
that's why i think i could not accept any betrayal..
especially lie!
i hate liars..
for me, it's better hurt because of the truth rather than being stupid accepting all the lies.. 

well truth hurts anyway.. everybody are well known bout it.. but times will heal the pain.. so why lie?
scared to admit mistakes? does not want to hurt other people feeling? than why start it at first?

human being are complicated. i myself admit i am complicated...
kalau buat salah kita boleh minta ampun ngan tuhan.. 
tapi kalau wat salah sesama manusia tak dimaafkan camne nak dapat pengampunan dari tuhan?

emm.. self remind pada diri sendiri.. maybe aku pon da banyak wat dosa, sakitkan hati orang ni orang tu.. karma laa ni! what i give i get back.. cenggitu laa kot..
well this is life! kita akan sentiasa belajar selagi kita hidup..
whatever happens don't let your family down.. cause them who will accept and love us no matter what..

well i'm stronger and semakin confident laa rasanya! 
waaaaa... feel alive! :) thank you. :)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

oh kerja!

oh kerja!
banyak nya kerja lately.. sob sob...
sakit kapla..
balik lambat..
tp takde laa selambat org lain.. so, kalo complain pon cam ngade2 je kan?
tapi as my tagline laa kan.. suka ati aku kalo nak ngade ngade pon.. blog aku! x ske bleh blah *wah seteres ngopernya aku ni.. MasyaAllah.. selawat tot selawat*

"Reading old conversations with you make me realize how much has changed. I miss you, or at least the person I knew -quoted-"

‎p/s: .tbobojsfkbqznttjnj.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

...........

seriously i dunno what to update!
ke malas nak ngetaip?
oh malas nak pikir!

nite everyone!

Monday, July 4, 2011

sleepytot


what day is today?
today is tuesday!
oh pandai2! *tepuk tangan please*

ok tuesday meaning it's the 2nd day of the week..
actually i'm just repeksking for this tuesday 2nd day of the week thingy.
aku sebenarnya ngantok... and i just type whatever come out from my mind rite now..
petang ni kena set test line kat sdg.. huarghh!! minta minta ar tak ngantok gi and balik kang! anyone willingly to teman me?? *winks!* forget it! please be independent tot!

haaaa! nak cter pasal pengalaman ngeri semalam..
a nite before yesternite.. aku tdo lambat.. kol 2 camtu kot.. almaklumlaa da lama xtdo lambat kan.. pastu tdo lmbt blk.. pastu ssh nak tdo mlm.. kol 6.45pg da bgn kuikuikui.. siap nak g keje pon cam xmo siap je.. buat keje pada kadar 20km/h kalo bwk kete.. Lembab glerrr! sampai ibu dah bising2 da! kuar je dari umah tu aku tgk jalan cam ok.. *dlm hati cam bestnyee jalan arini* skali pap! sampai je ampang hamek ko.. kete cam parking beramai ramai.. duhh! aaaaaa! apa lagi baa baa black sheep to the rescue! gayut ngan baa smpi baa yang dr taman melati tu da nak smpi exit ke shah alam da! aku ni? baru smpi kg pndan.. isk3.. tape2.. meeting  nya invitation kol 9. tp aku smpi cyber kol 9.30.. uwaaa.. takot nak msk meeting room.. :( sobss! skali smpi laa depan meeting room.. smbil baca bismillah and selawat byk2 dlm hati tgk2 meeting tak start pon lagi *fuhh! legaa* :) ok, ni x ngeri sangat.. masa check purse nak gi lunch tu, haa! ic and lesen tade.. tertggl dlm clutch sbb smlmnye gi kenduri zaim *slamat pengantin baru zaim n najwa!*.. pastu masa balik tu, da penat sgt.. ngantok da.. kawan ajak g mkn pon cam tade semangat da nak ckp.. gelak je bersemangat.. tot tot em em em.. lepas je dari tol mex tu kan.. mata gua start merudum ke bwh.. jap jap nmpk gelap.. jap jap nmpk gelak.. scaweee glerr.. ada skali tu cam nmpk gelap lama gler.. celik mata je kete dari lane tgh da msk lane kiri skali.. ini x boleh jadik! seb x lepas rnr lagi.. guaa pon benti situ.. cuak gak sbnrnye sbb sengsorg.. tp take a nap jap je.. 10 mins! da kol ibu n msg baa mnta kejutkan.. thanks ibu n baa! :)


uwaaaa! balik tu jln jam lg.. tp da tak ngantok da.. tp jd pemandu plg berhemah glerr laa *mahu x berhemah ic and lesen tggl tu oii!* hahaha!

alhamdulillah semuanya selamat.. *syukur sangat*